One Percent Everyday

Staring at the ceiling for so long; contemplating about what will happen next in my life. I've been like this for a while and my head is occupied of conflicting thoughts about tomorrow. Currently I take a pause so my body could rest and keep my mind back on track since everything is too much for me and I'm too tired.

An online friend keep me sane during series of recent breakdowns. A one chat of "how are you today" allows me to breathe which I am grateful. A lot happened recently and I don't know where to start again since adversity occurs one after another. Its difficult to fight against your own mind and someone being there for you during hard times really help a lot. I'm thankful to my own and real life Injeolmi (twenty five twenty one fans should know)

I've made a decision to choose my peace. I've almost quit my job but they offered me to part time for the mean time. It takes me a lot of courage to take this choice but after years of being mentally exhausted, I know that choosing my peace is more important than driving myself crazy trying to understand all the happenings and my future. 

It was a promise between me and myself that after this break, I should be better. I hope I won't break my own promise.

There was a day I've got a life talk with this online friend and end up agreeing to pledge our 1% everyday. 

"Somehow you gain inner peace and healing from that one step you took. And that's a progress! Remember our 1%? So 1% you're better today! <3" - Pinayhakawati (injeolmi)

The Pledge of One Percent

One percent is still one percent. It doesn't have to be extravagant to prove that your moving forward. To atleast try is big step already. If you improve 1% everyday you'll see the outcome after a year that you have improved 365%! 

I'm trying and it is counted. 

My mind was really set to make big steps because I'm not getting any younger, I feel like I'm already left behind. But for the last quarter of this year, I'll be taking little steps. I'll leave the heavy baggages and prioritize what's for me today. I'll be more comforting with my emotions, my peace and my healing. Hopefully I'll be able to change the game.

So today, I was able to create a blog entry. Another celebration of my 1%.

How about you, what's your one percent today? Free to share it in the comment.