Sunflower

Two consecutive years of receiving sunflower. Also the first and second time I received bouquet of flowers. 

Same arrangement

Same place

Same celebration 

Same person but

Surprise done in different ways. 

I was never a fan of flowers until I received one. In the past, I never demanded for anything but I knew deep within, at least, I wanted to experience the feeling of receiving flowers since I'm bagets pa that time for just even once. But never did I received even one stem, instead I was scolded "di mo naman makakain yan!" practically I agree with it, so I just kept quiet, never bother to open up about it, the curiosity was left behind how it feels to be a girl receiving one without expecting any extravagant. 

But time really teaches you something.

I'm not making a big deal about bouquet of flowers but it's a realization that I did a great decision to walked away from a person who just took me for granted.

It's fulfilling and rewarding! 

Just like the sunflower,  When you finally see the direction of light on how you should be treated right, someone will really come along to help you see your strength as you stand tall looking for the sunlight, to allows you to feel the warm of summer and to show you that your colors are vivid when you're happy

On the other side, I am grateful to be given a sunflower. My sunflower truly gives me joy and peace. He brightens my day and shows me I am love everyday. He gives me space to grow, confidence and supports me to follow the things that will make me more brighter. There are dark days but I was taught to always turn my back on it and help me to be positive. 

You'll really see the difference when you finally no longer need to beg for the bare minimum. 💛

Though life gives me so much lemons leastways, in love aspect, I was given a sunflower.