HOPE.

**Raw.

Just another random blog entry to fill the gap of long time no post in this space.

It's been a while since I rest in our balcony and wander with a cup of black coffee. I'm exhausted. I feel frustrated and anxious about my life and the weather right now. Just like my head, the sky was confused too; whether to pour out the heavy rain or calmly set the night. I tried a lot and I'm tired now. The idea of "it's okay to just survive these days" consumed me. To survive a day is a difficult task already. My addled brain is playful. I feel so much pressure regardless I'm just at home. I'm annoyed of the children's noise from our neighbour until their loud voices shouting over the block that they are seeing a rainbow.

In between the dark sky manifesting rain and glimpse of sun rays getting ready for night fall showed me a clear big beautiful rainbow.